Sunday, April 19, 2009

everyone to have lived has a story to tell.
what matters is how we put across.
from a street hawker to wall street executive has a story to tell
bout themselves.i got one too.
and its quite uninteresting.
only person to have agreed its great is myself.
there is this one person who likes to hear others opinions
in order to better themselve as a person.and there is one kind
who listens to self rather than anyone else.
for good or for worse.
we all have a way to look at life and ourselves.
even at the cost losing out everything we prize.
sometimes we will not compromise on what we put our faith in.
thats what being human is all bout innit?thats wht tht makes us different form other species.
to be able to think....
i have an opinion too...
no matter how it sucks
no matter how anarchy is causes in my life or anyone elses.
its my own little baby.
i am right in the middle of my quarter life crisis.
i am not sure wht i want to do. or what i dont.
i wish if everything could come east.
the money the girls.even the academics which i left far behind me.
i means if we all had it easy.
we wouldnt have made fuss bout all of us being einsteins in the making..would we?
again few wise ones will have the sense of anarchy and beg to differ.
i totally understand tht....
like is said. we can think we got this grey matter tht makes us think.
no matter wht the degree of intelligence.we are still intelligent.everyone of us....i always wanted to do something different.something others havent donw or very few have done.
i couldnt manage to do a single thing yet of any kind.except spooil myself like a spoilt brat.which is really hardly an achievement....i try to be serious bout life. i will sit over a smoke or a drink and ponder over life. but i end up laughing at myself.and i forget everything i every thought of.i will look around for immediate gratification.and never bother bout long term matters.
some say live it like theres no tomorrow. some say live life thinking bout the long run.
i really dont know how many more years iw ill be living this life.i could live another fifty years
and tkae my last breath in next few hours....but matyb eif i live a long life i gotta think long term..
this is a HARD LIFE TO LIVE. to make decisions and u never know if it will ever mean anything to you.or to live a life u planned well and good.everything in the hope tht it will happen.
hoping for the best and preparing for the worst....
we take a deep breath and take the plunge...
in hope
in faith
i only hope i get the strength someday to do so too....
for hope
for faith....

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